Sitting in my room not doing a thing
So I decided to try out my vocals a little and sing
That didn't work out, it really wasn't good
But Im not mad because not many people could
I meant can, like can it soup!
An Im n a sable dont ride the coup
wiz khalifa is who i keep in my head phones
music so deep its in my thick bones
No not veins, never liked blood
Reputation so screwed with its in the mud
Those first few lines were no big deal
But these next ones are gna be how I feel
Listen up to me when I speak
Its about to get interesting this shits real deep...
Sunday, February 28, 2010
If I saw myself walking down the street, what would I say?
If I saw myself on the street one day, what would I say?
This question really makes me think. It frustrates me because I have no clue what I would say to myself. It'd be awkward forsure. I'd probably ask myself if myself would like to hang out with some good looking girls with me, while being myself.
But this question sparked the thought of, what do others think of me or how am i percieved. Like, if I put myself in the shoes of another high school or college kid, what would I say to me. Would I want to hang out with myself. Could I be friends with this kid? What would it be like being on the other side of the spectrum. This is a very interesting thing to think about and I still haven't come up with an answer. I want to think that I thought myself was a pretty cool dude, and was chill enough to hangout with. I'm a pretty fun and nice guy all-around, so I would guess that I would like myself if I were someone else. Just a thought.
This question really makes me think. It frustrates me because I have no clue what I would say to myself. It'd be awkward forsure. I'd probably ask myself if myself would like to hang out with some good looking girls with me, while being myself.
But this question sparked the thought of, what do others think of me or how am i percieved. Like, if I put myself in the shoes of another high school or college kid, what would I say to me. Would I want to hang out with myself. Could I be friends with this kid? What would it be like being on the other side of the spectrum. This is a very interesting thing to think about and I still haven't come up with an answer. I want to think that I thought myself was a pretty cool dude, and was chill enough to hangout with. I'm a pretty fun and nice guy all-around, so I would guess that I would like myself if I were someone else. Just a thought.
Hitch hiking
I want to hitchhike someday. But I want to hitchhike differently than all the other millions of hitchhikers. If I were to do it, I would have to be able to select the cars I got in.
I'll walk you through it.
I would have this backpack, full of things. Random things. I would give the signal, thumbs up, as cars passed. Most likely all the people who stopped would be weird old dudes in pick up trucks..or farmers. Whenever they were to stop, I would have to quickly analyze the situation. To all the older men, I'd have to say no, unless I knew them, then I'd have them drop me off at a friends house or something and start agian. Really, the only person I'd wanna be picked up by while hitch hiking is a beautiful lady. Once I'm in the beautiful ladys car I would make her laugh, joke around, just have fun. And tell her I needed to go like 30 miles away so I would be in the car with her for a while. I would begin to pull out the items from my bag randomly. I'd get out my cell phone and call my mom and see how shes doing. Get out my gameboy and catch some pokemon. Just confuse her. It'd be fun to see the beautiful lady's reaction. Then whenever she dropped me off I would get her number, and we would go on several dates, making her fall in love with me, eventually leading to our marriage. Just how I do it.
Ok, that whole thing was outrageously stupid, but you ask to much of us, 10 blogs a month. I had to fill the space with something, les.
I'll walk you through it.
I would have this backpack, full of things. Random things. I would give the signal, thumbs up, as cars passed. Most likely all the people who stopped would be weird old dudes in pick up trucks..or farmers. Whenever they were to stop, I would have to quickly analyze the situation. To all the older men, I'd have to say no, unless I knew them, then I'd have them drop me off at a friends house or something and start agian. Really, the only person I'd wanna be picked up by while hitch hiking is a beautiful lady. Once I'm in the beautiful ladys car I would make her laugh, joke around, just have fun. And tell her I needed to go like 30 miles away so I would be in the car with her for a while. I would begin to pull out the items from my bag randomly. I'd get out my cell phone and call my mom and see how shes doing. Get out my gameboy and catch some pokemon. Just confuse her. It'd be fun to see the beautiful lady's reaction. Then whenever she dropped me off I would get her number, and we would go on several dates, making her fall in love with me, eventually leading to our marriage. Just how I do it.
Ok, that whole thing was outrageously stupid, but you ask to much of us, 10 blogs a month. I had to fill the space with something, les.
Random thoughts..good thoughts
I've decided that if elves actually exist, Im gunna find them.
It'd be cool to be a Wizard, but way cooler to be a Jedi.
Whats so cool about the bridge to Taribithia?
NASCAR could be cool, if I were in the race. Other than that, it definately shouldn't take up 4 hours of Sunday ESPN.
Whats with hunting for fun? Pointless.
Do people with dumb tattoos all over know that they are covered in dumb tattoos?
Is living on your own as difficult as people make it out to be?
It'd be cool to be a Wizard, but way cooler to be a Jedi.
Whats so cool about the bridge to Taribithia?
NASCAR could be cool, if I were in the race. Other than that, it definately shouldn't take up 4 hours of Sunday ESPN.
Whats with hunting for fun? Pointless.
Do people with dumb tattoos all over know that they are covered in dumb tattoos?
Is living on your own as difficult as people make it out to be?
Ridiculous people/could-be cartoon characters?
Have you ever seen someone look so ridiculous that you have to tell someone else? It happens to us all. Like the substitute teacher who wears an American flag collared shirt, tucked into his brown corduroy pants, while wearing gray socks and no undershirt. Or the woman who decides to wear all kinds of tie dye clothing, all the time.
Maybe the person doesn't even look ridiculous. You can just envision them having their own cartoon series on saturday mornings. I know you've seen that person, it happens all the time. They don't look like an existing character, but they would fit perfectly into the cartoon scene.
Atleast it happens to me all the time.
To the people sporting ridiculous clothing, keep doing what your doing. You obviously like your own style, so don't change it.
To the people who remind me and many others of cartoon characters, I enjoy seeing you everyday. Keep doing what you're doing.
Maybe the person doesn't even look ridiculous. You can just envision them having their own cartoon series on saturday mornings. I know you've seen that person, it happens all the time. They don't look like an existing character, but they would fit perfectly into the cartoon scene.
Atleast it happens to me all the time.
To the people sporting ridiculous clothing, keep doing what your doing. You obviously like your own style, so don't change it.
To the people who remind me and many others of cartoon characters, I enjoy seeing you everyday. Keep doing what you're doing.
When I grow up I wanna...
When I grow up I wanna be...
I've heard this statement too many times. Alotta people ask me what I want to be when I grow up, or 'what do you wanna do' is the common question you get senior year. If I knew I'd tell you. Ask me when im grown up. I wanna be alot of things.
Artist.Father.Successful.Cool.Clothing desiner.Conoisseur of good music.Arcitect.Translator.Travelor.Shoe designer. That list is about 5% of what I want to be, just thoughts off the top of my head.
I want to be a lot of things when I grow up. But, I have no clue what I will actually end up doing.
We all want to be something. Make sure you never give up on your childhood,teenage or adult dreams. Dreams can become reality.
If you think about it, there are tons of things we say we 'want to be' eventually.
Maybe you do not end up becoming the fireman you dreamed of as a child. But, try to atleast be or do one of the things you dreamed of early in life.
I've heard this statement too many times. Alotta people ask me what I want to be when I grow up, or 'what do you wanna do' is the common question you get senior year. If I knew I'd tell you. Ask me when im grown up. I wanna be alot of things.
Artist.Father.Successful.Cool.Clothing desiner.Conoisseur of good music.Arcitect.Translator.Travelor.Shoe designer. That list is about 5% of what I want to be, just thoughts off the top of my head.
I want to be a lot of things when I grow up. But, I have no clue what I will actually end up doing.
We all want to be something. Make sure you never give up on your childhood,teenage or adult dreams. Dreams can become reality.
If you think about it, there are tons of things we say we 'want to be' eventually.
Maybe you do not end up becoming the fireman you dreamed of as a child. But, try to atleast be or do one of the things you dreamed of early in life.
more quotes
"people telling me ta sink when im tryn to surface"
"Im on my way but dont know where Im going, been gone so many days dont know my way back home, now Im staring out this window and I see my life in aeriel so, might as well write my name on a cloud"
"No matter which direction you start its always against the wind on the way back"
"If youre not living on the edge, youre taking up too much space"
"A ship in the harbor is safe, but ships aren't built for the harbor"
"Im on my way but dont know where Im going, been gone so many days dont know my way back home, now Im staring out this window and I see my life in aeriel so, might as well write my name on a cloud"
"No matter which direction you start its always against the wind on the way back"
"If youre not living on the edge, youre taking up too much space"
"A ship in the harbor is safe, but ships aren't built for the harbor"
pursuit of happiness
"I'm on a pursuit of happiness and I know everything that shines aint always gunna be gold..I'll be fine once I get it, I'll be good."
-Kid Cudi
Great quote by a great artist.
I think everyone is on a pursuit of happiness, unless you're a scrooge. Everyone has that one thing, or maybe several things that will make them happy. Many chase it and never actually stop on their pursuit. Alot of people reach what their pursuit was all about and want more. People can never have to much.
I am indeed on a pursuit of happiness. I pursue many things for happiness but they change as I change. Once you reach one goal, say success, you go for another, lets say a relationship. In essence, the pursuit never stops.
Throughout the pursuit obstacles stand in the way and many things fool you. "everything that shine aint always gold". In that line Kid Cudi says he does not buy in to the things that aren't real, or aren't what he's going after. He is not gullable to them.
-Kid Cudi
Great quote by a great artist.
I think everyone is on a pursuit of happiness, unless you're a scrooge. Everyone has that one thing, or maybe several things that will make them happy. Many chase it and never actually stop on their pursuit. Alot of people reach what their pursuit was all about and want more. People can never have to much.
I am indeed on a pursuit of happiness. I pursue many things for happiness but they change as I change. Once you reach one goal, say success, you go for another, lets say a relationship. In essence, the pursuit never stops.
Throughout the pursuit obstacles stand in the way and many things fool you. "everything that shine aint always gold". In that line Kid Cudi says he does not buy in to the things that aren't real, or aren't what he's going after. He is not gullable to them.
Character 101
Your reputation is very important. It can help you , make you look good. But we all know, bad reputations exist. If you currently have a bad reputation, dont worry. I mean, yea it helps to look good to others, but who are they to judge.
Reputation is what people see. It is a public opinion of you. Basically, it's on the outside.
Character is what you really should be concerned about. Now everyone messes up, some worse than others. But, once you realize that mistake, and possibly even change your ways, you can come to a peace with yourself. However, people still love to judge and you may have a slightly tampered with reputation. Okay, maybe even a horrible reputation.
Whenever you feel you can't deal with it anymore, think back to character. Character is from within. It is defined by what you are made of on the inside, your core. Basically, it is who/what you REALLY are. You know your character better than anyone else. People have no place to judge since everyone is severely flawed, but others will always look at your situation harshly. Don't be concerned with others opinions. Be respectful about it, but let it in one ear out the other.
People talk and talk about reputation vs character all the time. It is 99% different than what people make it out to be. Having a bad reputation is horrible. It sucks. No better words for it. It is completely humiliating and makes you want to go under a rock and hide. Stares, whispers, comments.. you hear it all. Especially from the old people(50+), their the best at judging hahaa. But, through it all you must realize that you live your life, no one else does. It is a constant struggle, but anyone with a strong will and humble character can get through it.
Me.. I have a pretty bad reputation at the moment. Probably will never go away in the obky (people tend to hold on to things for a while here). I made a mistake. There hasn't been a day go by in which I haven't thought of what I did wrong. I probably think about it more times a day than a nun prays in a month, and probably will continue to for a long long time. But, people don't know that. They can't see my hurt. Frankly, many don't care. Some days I wake up and look in the mirror, disgusted. Why me, why would I go and do something wrong, why my reputation, why.. You can ask 'why' a million times. To get over problems, you much search your character. Am I honestly a good person? Am I really sorry for what I did before and am ready to change? Once you answer questions like these, you will be able to truely have peace within..
Reputation is what people see. It is a public opinion of you. Basically, it's on the outside.
Character is what you really should be concerned about. Now everyone messes up, some worse than others. But, once you realize that mistake, and possibly even change your ways, you can come to a peace with yourself. However, people still love to judge and you may have a slightly tampered with reputation. Okay, maybe even a horrible reputation.
Whenever you feel you can't deal with it anymore, think back to character. Character is from within. It is defined by what you are made of on the inside, your core. Basically, it is who/what you REALLY are. You know your character better than anyone else. People have no place to judge since everyone is severely flawed, but others will always look at your situation harshly. Don't be concerned with others opinions. Be respectful about it, but let it in one ear out the other.
People talk and talk about reputation vs character all the time. It is 99% different than what people make it out to be. Having a bad reputation is horrible. It sucks. No better words for it. It is completely humiliating and makes you want to go under a rock and hide. Stares, whispers, comments.. you hear it all. Especially from the old people(50+), their the best at judging hahaa. But, through it all you must realize that you live your life, no one else does. It is a constant struggle, but anyone with a strong will and humble character can get through it.
Me.. I have a pretty bad reputation at the moment. Probably will never go away in the obky (people tend to hold on to things for a while here). I made a mistake. There hasn't been a day go by in which I haven't thought of what I did wrong. I probably think about it more times a day than a nun prays in a month, and probably will continue to for a long long time. But, people don't know that. They can't see my hurt. Frankly, many don't care. Some days I wake up and look in the mirror, disgusted. Why me, why would I go and do something wrong, why my reputation, why.. You can ask 'why' a million times. To get over problems, you much search your character. Am I honestly a good person? Am I really sorry for what I did before and am ready to change? Once you answer questions like these, you will be able to truely have peace within..
Unanswerable questions ...answered.
If change is so good, why do I keep finding pennies in the parking lot?
--Because people don't like it.
Is there really someone out there "ugly enough to stop traffic"? And, if so, should we feel sorrier for the ugly person or the people in the traffic?
--The people.
If I shoot a monkey in the jungle and there is no one around to see it, would the monkey be angry?
--I would be if you shot me..
If someone fires a gun at their reflection in the mirror does it count as a suicide attempt?
--Depends if the mirror has ricochetting capabilities.
Is One really the loneliest number?
--Not quite, zero..
Why is there no canned water?
--Because there is cream of mushroom
--Because people don't like it.
Is there really someone out there "ugly enough to stop traffic"? And, if so, should we feel sorrier for the ugly person or the people in the traffic?
--The people.
If I shoot a monkey in the jungle and there is no one around to see it, would the monkey be angry?
--I would be if you shot me..
If someone fires a gun at their reflection in the mirror does it count as a suicide attempt?
--Depends if the mirror has ricochetting capabilities.
Is One really the loneliest number?
--Not quite, zero..
Why is there no canned water?
--Because there is cream of mushroom
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